Saturday, February 11, 2006

on my birthday....and realisation....that HE is around....

watching 'Queen of Lunch Time Cuisine' the whole freaking box until i finished them this morning at about 6.30 am!! hehehee....

but wat came to my realisation was the male protagonist in the story, well, there are actually two of them (somewhat of a typical love triangle scenario) but i like both of them & i can actually felt how the female protagonist feels in this (played by the wonderful yuko takeuchi!)

how much yosuke eguchi resembled somebody that i am somewhat afraid to face create a chism in my emotions tat i was so afraid to show.....he reminded me so much of the guy in my dreams (people, its not 'dream guy' literally here but i actually dreamt a guy looked like him....i guess la) technically of course! he had the hair, the physique....*sigh*

but is it him??? i'm confused....i just got this gut feeling tat i am gonna meet this guy soon & GOD, i'm freaking scared....its bad tat i've had dreams about him except i dun get to see his face!! yeah, how do i know its yosuke eguchi?? i never said its him, only he looks like HIM!! seriously scary la....even typing this is giving me the goose bumps.....

i dunno why am i feeling this way?? why am i so bloody 'attached' to him?? someone whom i have never met....but only dreamt about....and due to that, i can't have a normal relationship wif anyone....seriously.....damn.....thinking about tat guy is driving me nuts!!! but hopefully, i don't think i'd like to meet him....i'm just !$%#^@#^ scared alrite??? not ready to face him yet.....and yet somehow, i feel like as if we've got some kind of connection.....is it karma or wat??

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